Saturday, January 15, 2011

Love letter!!!!!


Writting a letter to you is very amusing. I do not know your face, your name or your e-mail id.(i feel these have become a man's commodity to establish an identity). i don't even know if you speak English. for all i know you could have been born in France but am assuming for my own sake that English was your third language in school and that u understand my letter. I think its high time i begin. The hesitation is evident from the lines i've written above, best said- am beating about the bush. i want to make one thing clear.I love you. There I've said it. You being so far away from me disturbs my sleep. i do dream about you often but somehow all that has stopped being enough.So I've decided to clearly state what i expect you to do and am hoping that since you respect my love you would fulfill all this. I believe that i was born for you and you for me. So I've kept the promise that i made when we were stars in the sky and you were the northern star and me the southern. We were poles apart yet a powerful chemistry that kept us away from each other. Scientists call it magnetism now. Innocent humans. They don't know that it was the energy of what you and i felt for each other that was so powerful that if we touched everything would explode. There would be a light so powerful so pure that it would swallow all else in the bliss of love. Later, when i could wait no more to be near you, you gave up your crown and came down to the earth as a mortal. It was very clever of you. You Knew very well that i would follow. I knew you were testing me, my patience. And patience is a virtue i lack. We are everything opposite. Your as strong and stubborn as a rock. Me, i am a flower's scent that flows with air and ebbs and masks all other senses. You destroy, i Create. And in our balance we complete each other. Now i believe the wait is over. Am luring you, my man with my words. My prose and the beauty in it. Urging you to see the real truth. To come and claim me as you rightfully should. To finish what we came to this earth for. Am singing out to you. I know you see my dreams. For i see yours, and know what you earn for. My king, My partner, My ally, My better- half. without me your lost in this world. Allow me to complete you and in celebrating "us" we shall fulfill a thousand year's wishes. I refuse to be separated any longer. That's a loving command My Lord.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Am Learning To Cry


Tears are a man's birthright. the first expression of sign of life when the baby is trying to breathe and the oxygen is burning a hole in his lungs. Its a sweet pain. The baby's thirsty for one more breath and each time it causes him more pain. What finds expression is the first human emotion a shrieking cry. It may be music to the mother's ears and relief to the nurse but the ecstacy of freedom from the first human emotion is etched eternally in the newborn's life. Yet as we grow up the very same simplest solution to a mental stress- just crying out loud, is masked by a social evil named ego! Ego might be the realisation of self but what price are we paying? in realising and understanding who we really are, recognising our positives and negatives, attaining our identity, we get lost within ourselves. When this life poses too many indomitable questions and you just feel like bursting into tears, you look around, you colleage is watching you. So is that receptionist and that small boy who brings in your bag from the car and gets you cofee at eleven in the morning. Can you cry in front of these people even though thats the only way your gonna feel better. You supress and one day before you know it the doctor is readind from a chart that you have a stress induced hypertension and a minor block but its nothing to worry about, medicine has advanced a lot! Where have we come trying to save our faces? distancing ourselves from the so called loved one? Boarding a metro just like every other thousands of men, working like slaves, skipping food and rest at times, smiling at your boss even if you feel like breaking his neck. earning fat paychecks! i have no time to stand and stare! i have no time to laugh and even to cry! Am i really happy in my life? thats a question we all have to answer! bit do we have the time ???!!!!!!